May
28
2010
“We cling to a fixed idea of who we are and it cripples us. Nothing and no one is fixed.“ ~ Pema Chodron
Mariana N. Blaser wrote Jealous? Hell, yeah! where she bravely confronts a feeling of jealousy after coming across another’s work. I appreciated not only her honesty but other readers’ thoughts which echoed her sentiments and illustrated the fine line between envy and jealousy.
That same night I mentioned her post to my brother Zain over the phone and we discussed the perpetual tug of war between brilliant and never good enough. A quick example: I am a huge fan of my brother’s art, music, and his other “gifts”. Zain is an extremely talented music composer and producer among other things. But in his eyes he is just a new kid on the block compared to others–these others I have never even heard of because I am not familiar with that industry yet they are demi-gods in their own right from what I was explained.
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May
22
2010
Discovered @Story_Craft on Twitter. They host #storycraft which is a weekly chat on Sundays about the craft of writing fiction. You can check them out here. Their May 16th, 2010 Flash Fiction Challenge was as follows: “excerpts rather than short pieces complete unto themselves which highlight the craft of exposition. It must be under 200 words (though if it is more than 100 it better be DAMN good lol).”
I decided to use a “WIP” (work in progress) of my fiction manuscript titled Her Sizwe.
Sizwe is a Zulu word which means “nation.” It is also a name given to male children. So, naturally, it can mean Her Sizwe or Her Nation.
This is from the chapter titled “Broken Turquoise.”
Whoever wears a Turquoise may fall from any height and the stone attracts to itself the whole force of the blow, so that the stone cracks and the person remains safe. ~ J. B. Van Helmont
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May
9
2010
Below is an excerpt from a short fiction story titled “Red Tape” which I am working on for the collection Augury.
Sharing it here after having discovered @Story_Craft on Twitter this week. They host #storycraft which is a weekly chat on Sundays about the craft of writing fiction. You can check them out here. Their May 9th, 2010 Flash Fiction Challenge, which I took upon myself to push “Red Tape” along, was as follows: Tell a story in 300-500 words of dialogue. Tags and action description are okay, but no exposition! Wordcount: 300-500.
Thanks,
~a.q.s.
Note: It did not make the challenge because it has to be a stand alone story. But I will leave it here thanks to the comments and feedback. Much appreciated.
“He says ‘shut up’ to me.”
“That’s why you are getting a divorce?”
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Apr
24
2010
Preface to Nectar of the Ordinary stories.
I am not even sure if anyone besides the people to whom these stories belong will read what follows in the collection. Maybe even they won’t. My sentences together serve as a frame to hold a snap shot of their element’s thumbprint on our big blue marble. A statement persistently orbits my peripheral consciousness as I begin to write. Over a decade ago, more years than I want to count specifically, a Literature professor in college tirelessly told the students in his class, every time staring directly at me (perhaps unintentionally each time), that all writers have an audience in mind and most importantly they write because they must. As I already stated, I don’t have any particular audience in mind. However, I know with more certainty than I have yet to know anything else that I must place these stories on a tangible medium instead of thought-provoking conversations over dinner and drinks with other soul-diggers that dissipate ever too quickly, leaving the longing for another fix to find our way around our selves. A dim flicker shines through the fractured spaces in these living apparitions’ tales, serving as a guide to tread upon expansive realms deep within ourselves where we are afraid to venture alone.
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Apr
13
2010
I have been trying to write the words that follow since last week. Yes, last week. My anger (write faster, self! This topic doesn’t even require any thinking!), disappointment (you have written five sentences since last week on this? on this? It is a mere post for those who need to learn about what you have discovered in the wild web out there!), and inability (just put a damn hyperlink on your website if you can’t write about it and the rest will follow) finally brought a tsunami of tears this afternoon that left my sinuses dry, eyes swollen, and a headache I wouldn’t wish on any person, not even someone I might deem deserving of such a blastache when they have surpassed my tolerance for annoying folks.
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